wow....so alot has happened since i last wrote a journal entry...the past three months have been the hardest of my 16 years and im still really upset...so on december 15th 2008 it was announced that our sister school baltimore lutheran has decided to close down my school, harford lutheran that was the most awful news ever and my pillow was drenched because i cried so much At school the next day everyone was crying and hugging one another kinda like knowing we are all going to go to different schools next year...it was the day of exams too so i know i did much worse because i couldnt pay attention to my tests while the only thing i could think about was hls closings....So thats is only the start of this huge mess...in january my parents had me shadow john carroll and open bible for next year and afterwards i told my parents i dont like either but i liked john carroll better though it would be a hard adjust since john carroll is 15 times bigger than hls and more academically challenging...when i told my parents i'd rather go to john carroll i did not think they were going to send me there mid-year..but they did....they told me one night in january that tomorrow was my last day of school at hls and i was heartbroken...how could i leave my friends and my school and say goodbye in only one day?
I didnt want to leave hls, especially now since i could still have four months to day goodbye to everyone and enjoy the end of hls...but no my parents had to take me out of hls and stick me in a preppy snobby rich kid school called JOhn Carroll..what is more sad is kids at john carroll thought i wanted to leave hls and didnt care but how they were wrong! I didnt show much emotion on my last day of school because i wanted to enjoy my last day and not ruin it by crying the whole day....well anyway my dreaded first day at john carroll came and it sucked! I didnt know how to open my locker, i got lost, and i didnt know anyone and when you start in the middle of junior year, everyone already knows everyone so your all alone...it was a sucky day and so has every day up to this point in time...i still dont like john carroll and havent seem to make any friends...im way to shy and not only that, but the academics are so hard for me at john carroll that im failing math and almost failing history and this devstated me as i did pretty good at school at hls...so anyway i miss my old life, especially my friends...i even feel because i switched schools im growing more apart from my friends at hls because i dont see them that much anymore....any time they come over they dont seem to be as happy to be over as they used to be and we dont have as much to talk about my life sucks!